birthday blog

Happy Birthday to my blog.

It's lame and hasn't really gone anywhere but maybe that will change when i decide not to be such a lame blogger.

I have things to say but i guess it's just a matter of putting them out there for the world to read.
To be honest I have never liked the idea of people reading my thoughts. For a matter of fact I sometimes in school wouldn't turn in a homework assignment when I knew it was going to be a student grading it. I didn't even want my parents to read my essays. I'm such a weirdo.

I'm starting to change so hopefully I can put more thought into this...

To be apart of it..

Daydreaming about New York again. I think I day dream about it more this time of year. I want to be there, I want to be apart of it. Just like Frank Sinatra. Is it weird that I want to live there and experience that lifestyle? I have never been there yet for as long as I can remember I have dreamed of living there. Walking the beautiful urban streets, watching the people pass by, jogging through central park, and looking over the hudson to see that famous skyline. This is the one thing in my life that has been constant and for someone as indecisive as me.. This is huge. Can you hear it? It's New York calling my name! Be there soon. Xoxo