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Hi.

It's been two years since I've posted anything.

I don't know what happened. Well actually I do. I didn't have internet access at my house for 2 whole years. And that kind of hinders ones ability to blog.

But I have internet again! And life's different and it's scary and everyday is a big fat how'd I get here? What brought me to this point? Where will I go now?

I think I'd like to try this blogging thing out again. I miss having a creative outlet of some sort. To put pen to paper (finger to keyboard) is something I kind of miss. To write down how I'm feeling. I've never been great at expressing my emotions verbally (I cry) and God knows that I need to get some of this stuff out. To just kind of sort through...to clean out, get rid of, and file away and to make room for the new.

So here I am. 28 years old. Basically starting over.

2014 has been a hard year. 2013 was a hard year.

And here's to more. Because I'll be damned if I let this get the best of me.

"Because now that it's finally morning, the shadows are beginning to fade. The shadows that have been covering my mind and soul. Now that they're gone, I can almost start to see the way, and it's different from the one they'd convinced me was all I could have."